Life's rough sometimes...

First let me say that i'm sorry for not posting in a week! It's not like i have been super busy just super lazy! Alot has happened since i last posted first lets start with the most recent thing.
yesterday i lost my cell phone. i put it in my back pocket and didn't realize that the pocket had a cell phone sized hole in it! so from somewhere between walking to the library from my car at icc it fell out! now anyone who has lost or had their phone stolen you know how i feel! its not the end of the world but it sucks. All my numbers that i need and all my pictures and the stupid little memory card all gone! it sucks. let me reiterate it blows! haha sorry for being random, but i'm at panera and there is a table of middle aged ladies and they are the loudest most annoying people ever! haha sorry they are just being loud and they have such annoying laughs! I wish they would read my blog! anyways i lost my phone but luckily i have a back up phone but it doesn't have any numbers so you should call or text me so i can have your number once again!
So i've been struggling lately with the fact that God has control of everything. So much i just want to be like dude i got this and do it myself. Its hard for me to realize that i cant do everything on my own. its so hard to just sit back and let god take care of things. Like my phone for instance, so much i want to just be pissed that i lost the stupid thing and just forget about it and not even worry or give it up to god. The thing thats wrong here is that i don't trust god that he will take care of it. If i just leave it up to him he'll take care of everything. I just struggle sometimes!!!!!!!
Gosh those women are annoying! i think i should go sit next to them and start laughing! the funny thing would be i'm by myself. :)
So i'm ready to go to kansas city. Life here is alright but as of lately my parents and i have been clashing heads. I want to use the house just like a hotel and obviously its not working out for them! They don't ever tell me anything about whats going on or where they are, i don't ask because i think if its important they'll let me know. so i do the same to them and i guess they get pissed about it. i know most of the time its my responsibility to check in and give them that courtesy but if i forget they could atlest call me and see whats up. i won't care i promise you wouldn't interrupt me or anything! well... its raining outside...illinois weather blows.

Bo Sox Rox!!!!

So the red sox won again today! that means we're awesome!!!! So i had class today then i ate lunch with nicole at carlos o'kellys. it was alright then i went to work and double my production compared to monday and tuesday. Then came home and cleaned. Then nicole came over and we watched half-baked! great movie dave chappel at his best. Good stuff busy day tomorrow lots of work! Have a sweet rest of the night and don't fall out of bed! Remember to pray for baby will. Peace out!

Birthday!!!

So today was my birthday and i have to say it ranks among the top 5 birthdays in my life. Funny story. my mom thought it would be nice to buy me and the office lunch for my birthday so she orders monicals pizza for me and told me to pick it up. So i show up to monicals in morton where i work and tell them i'm there to pick up the order. and they tell me that they don't have the order. So i'm like are you sure you dont have my order? so i call my mom and tell her they dont have the order and she swore she called. then i ask her what number she called and it wasn't the morton monicals. She called washington monicals. it was pretty funny, only on april fools day. Everything got straighten out and i got my pizza. :) Then i went to "Big O's" visitation. He was an awesome guy its sad that he isn't here anymore. I'll miss him. Then softball practice, then instead of having a family dinner i ended up hanging out with nicole. It was sweet we went to panara and ate then hung out for a couple of hours lol. she is pretty awesome. :) So i read a couple of different blogs and one is a red sox/ yankees blog about the rivalry. They had a couple april fools day posts my favorite was a post about the sox and yanks swapping phil hughes for clay buckholtz. I really like phil hughes hes one of my favorite players so i was like sweet!!! but alas it was a joke. the other was goofy quotes. i stole some of them but give credit to soxandpinstripes.com

"My first start was terrible, so I'm going to retire and go to graduate school for Women's Studies"- Brett Myers.

"I'm shipping up to Boston tomorrow!"- Eric Gagne.

"I have AIDS"- John Rocker

"I'm a virgin"- Derek Jeter

"Cynthia, I told Jose he could move in with us until his book starts to sell."- Alex Rodriguez

"I just won a beauty pageant"- Kevin Youkilis

"This year, I will not hit well against the Yankees"- David Ortiz and Manny Ramirez

"I feel so bad about talking about my contract publicly, so I'm going to play this year for free" - Jonathan Papelbon

"If Hillary wins, I'll support her"- Curt Schilling

"I never used HGH on April 1st"- Andy Pettitte

"I bet my wife that I could out-throw her"- Johnny Damon

"I can't believe I'm still not 40 yet"- Orlando Hernandez

"Mike Mussina scares me"- Frank Thomas

my favorite is the one by johnny damon that guy has an arm like a rocking chair. he couldn't hit second base from third. Anyways thanks to all for the birthday wishes and i got the bestest card ever it was from the kholers it was a teenage mutant ninja turtles card. it is freakin sweet i'll post a picture of it. Much love!!!